

Home is the sailor, home from the sea,
and the hunter home from the hill.
Obituary
It is with deep sadness that the family of James Jordan announce his passing. Born in New Zealand on 3 April 1950 to Bruce and Ivy Jordan (née Paris), James spent his formative years in the small rural town of Mangaweka - a place that formed a key aspect of his identity and that would hold enduring place in his heart.
James is survived by his beloved wife and life companion, Denise, and his three children, and seven grandchildren, of whom he was immensely proud. He was the younger brother of Bob and he is survived by his sister Sylvia.
Growing up in rural New Zealand, James was shaped profoundly by the surrounding bush and mountains. His love of the wild and the attraction of solitude, led him to pursue an early career as a deer culler, and throughout his life, he would be a passionate tramper (hiker), hunter and, later, fly fisherman. For a time, he even took to the skies as a paraglider. He was never happier than when he was outdoors; often alone, but also with a friend, or in the company of one of his beloved dogs.
Until the end, James saw himself as a country boy from New Zealand with a deep connection to the outdoors, particularly the rugged mountains. Yet, he became known internationally as a prophetic herald of God’s fathering love and of our identity as His sons and daughters. This was a revelation that shifted how we see Christianity and which touched lives across the world.
Building on the foundation laid by his own spiritual father, Jack Winter, James developed a distinctive message and vision that grew into Fatherheart Ministries. At the heart of his message was a conviction born of personal experience: knowing intellectually that God loves us is not enough. Only when the Love of God is poured into and experienced within our hearts can our lives be radically transformed. James’s ability to convey this reality, has left a life-changing impact globally, unfolding across many cultures and among people from all walks of life.
Often a man alone in his outdoor adventures, he was an equal partner in every other aspect with his wife, Denise. Her strengths were his weaknesses, and with her vision, wisdom, and encouragement he was able to fulfill the calling he had received. Often James would express how deeply grateful he was for the wonderful woman God had given him as his life partner.
The great irony of James's life was that a man who loved wilderness and solitude spent much of it speaking to gatherings of people across the world — visiting Europe on 49 occasions, in addition to countries throughout Asia, the Americas, and Africa.
Those who knew James, remember a man of rare authenticity. He was not influenced by status or social expectation, never softening what he believed to be true in order to make it more palatable to his audience. He was highly intelligent and intuitive, with a sharp and sometimes surprising sense of humour. He possessed a deep capacity for compassion, a strong sense of fairness, and great courage. These facets of James’s character expressed themselves equally and unwaveringly in the wilderness, or in a crowded auditorium before an audience. He loved his family deeply and treasured the many friendships he built across his lifetime. He will be greatly missed.
A mystic and a poet, James Jordan was a man whose heart was always, in some sense, in the mountains of New Zealand. Yet, by giving everything to follow the calling within that same heart, he was to become an instrument through which lives were changed forever across the world.
In our Father’s arms
'The Hermit' Poem
I knew a man who lived alone along the mountain range.
He stood apart, as men do stand, and most folks thought him strange.
He spent the hours and days and weeks just looking at the scenes
And slept in a tumble down old shack and dreamed his private dreams.
His bare and weathered feet would tread the hidden mountain ways.
His shirt and shorts and matted hair received the weather’s rays.
A gnarled old man with a rough bare
life and a tough old soul some said;
But there was a hidden side to him and to it I was lead.
“The choices that we make in life”, he told me, “set our course."
And I made one that few do make in my life’s simple source.
I fully spurned all that I saw as treadmills of the way
That man will go to power and praise, possessions, worth and pay.
I chose the path of wonder, of gaze and awe and wow.
I simply chose to appreciate, existence here and now.
I saw the bird upon the wing the tree upon the land,
And fell in love with watching it and living in its hand.”
He quoted from the poets, from simpler times and true.
Hour on hour; they were his friends; he spoke as they would do.
His voice would rise and fall and roll and tell of wonders seen,
And take my soul ten worlds away where grass is greenest green.
He rightly said that arts the force that civilizes man.
T’is love and meaning all in all and the only path that can
Take us from the lower things of shelter, food and fun,
And cause our hearts to soar and scream and see into the sun.
“The world,” he said, “acknowledges the artists work as fine.
Elevates above all else and trades the work divine.
But the way of the world is against the way of gaze and sense and feel.
It is the way of get and earn, of concrete, wood and steel.”
He said, “I followed the former way and other I have none.
But the former is the deeper well and in its path I’ve run.
It paid me back with loneliness as few do choose this line,
But it is a wealthy poverty that paints this life of mine.”
He wrote no words, he left no art at all that I could find.
He had no need to publish it, art lived within his mind.
Some say he was a saddest man, lonely, without a mate.
To me he was a single voice beyond a wondrous gate.
– M. James Jordan
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Memory wall
James has had a huge impact on our lives from the moment we met in the late 90's in the Netherlands.
We are grateful for getting to know him. De revelation of the Love of the Father changed our lives from that moment onwards. We are thankful that we were able to come to New Zealand in 2019 for the gatering and SOPP. Trips that filled our hearts with awe and wonder of the greatness of God's love and the beauty of New Zealand.
The last time we met James, in 2022, was a special moment for us when he visited the Netherlands for the last time. And we helped organising a conference near our home town of Montfoort. We remember introducing (our now grown up) kids to James and he brought up some memories from one of the times he visited our house in the early years.
After all these years I (Rolf) remember something he said in 2002 when we met in St Heliers. 'Sometimes you can’t quite put your finger on what makes an encounter special or what impact it has. But later on, you realize that so much has changed since that moment.'
On many occasions and in many ways James has influenced and changed our lifes in a positive way. There just aren't any words to describe it all. He will be deeply missed.
Love, Rolf and Suzanne de Krijger.
Over the past few months, I found myself thinking about traveling to New Zealand to hear James speak again. Now I believe it was God gently nudging my heart to remember him. I can hardly believe that he has gone home so soon.
What he preached felt deeply genuine, and I believe it came from how he truly lived every day. His life and message have left a lasting impact on me, and I know on many others as well.
My heartfelt prayer is that his family will experience God’s comfort in many tangible ways during this time.
With love to you all—take care, and I hope to see you again someday.
This humble man could carry the anointing Father had blessed him with.
The vulnerability he expressed in words, and the authenticity he showed. And the way he could communicate from his heart and spirit,
made him the right man on the right place in the right time for us.
The first time I met him was in Boskoop, Holland. Later on he came to our little church in Waddinxveen Holland.
We pray his legacy will be a renewed outpouring of the Spirit of Sonship!
A deeper knowing of God as our Real Father!
The last day that he and Denise were on the island, I woke up and sensed Holy Spirit say that I needed to go and say thank you to him for all that he and Denise had poured out all over the world. I knew that it would take a lot of courage for me to do something like that, especially as we had been asked to be sensitive and not disturb him with lots of questions etc. But I also sensed that this prompting from Holy Spirit came with enough courage.. so after lunch I sat and waited until he had finished his conversations, praying that I would get a chance and would be able to somehow articulate what was in my heart.
The moment came, and he graciously came and sat beside me, and through many tears I was able to say thank you, and to honour him for his sacrifice of love.. and to also share with him that somehow I wanted to spend the rest of my life doing the same.. He just listened and was so kind, gentle, patient and understanding with me, even in my overwhelmed and tearful state, and it's a moment of love that I will never forget. I can't really put into words what happened to me on INS - all I know is that love came and found me in the middle of my mess, came and filled up all of those empty places in my heart.. and I am forever changed.
The writing that I've done since that time has flowed out of those moments and is part of the legacy of love that he leaves, and is also the burning torch that we get to take out into the dark places, carrying that beautiful love which transforms everything.. Thank you James for your extraordinary sacrifice of love- and for your yes which cost you more than we will ever know. I am eternally grateful. Until we meet again, Vicki
With much love!
Guus and Winette.
I am also grateful that they spoke on two occasions at Fatherheart events in my town of Nelson, British Columbia.once in 2013 and another in 2018. .In addition, my wife and I spent a month in Taupo at the 2019 Gathering.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you James
PS the photo below is James speaking to over 300 Pastors at a conference in Vernon BC in 2018

In Abba's love, from the Philippines.
Thank you James and Denise for the immense blessing you have been to Finland!
Bless you Denise and the whole Jordan family!
Dear Denise, thank you so much for your love and wisdom. We are praying for you and the family - the eternal God is your dwelling place and underneath you are His everlasting arms (Deut 33;27).
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James along with his wife Denise came into our lives in 2006. We met them for the first time when we turned up at the Eden Centre for lunch with some friends who already knew the Jordans. That day was the beginning of a journey we are still on. I walked around the garden at the Eden Centre with James, he said they needed a gardener, inside my heart leapt as I love gardening! He later told me he knew that day we would be joining them in their ministry. Since then we have walked a journey which has brought us into an intimate relationship with God as our Father.
We are so grateful for what James and Denise have brought into our lives. We have discovered love beyond measure and it has been an immense privilege to walk with them and share what they have imparted into us. We travelled the world with James for years and laterly on our own. Sometimes there was not much day to day contact. One year I had a rare email from James. It simply said “I saw a New Zealand falcon fly over the Eden Centre today. I thought you might be interested!” He never was a great message sender so this one is a keeper.
It has not always been easy. Like all friendships there were occassional and very rare challenges, but love overcomes those challenges. When I spoke to James last year he prayed for us and blessed us to continue walking the journey that we are on. We are and we will. We carry James’ legacy in our hearts. Until we meet again my dear friend and brother.

Sharing in the revelation of who we are as sons and daughters of a loving father the ministry was truely life changing.
I also experienced the hospitatity shown by James and Denise when staying at the Eden centre and serving by pruning the roses and helping paint the chapel (Pavilion) with Ray.
Great to watch the live stream celebration today
& touched bty the wonderful sharing.
Love and prayers to Denise and the faming and Gods richest blessing on the Fatherheart legacy that continues around the world 🙏❤️😇
What a great week it was!

Watching closely I saw Love and Wisdom, knowing the source could only be from above.
As I sat and drank from the overflow I was forever changed; grateful to have a unique precious deposit.
A one of a kind clay vessel now broken but treasures remain scattered across the world; a perfume poured out.
Fly high James!
Sending much love to Denise.

I special thank you for showing me the value of my heart, and that I have a mother's heart.
Thank you to Denise too for revealing the love of God's mother heart, and for shearing that love itself.
I am forever greateful, it has changed my life.
You have been the Father's gift to this world. Thank you for following the call. The message you brought has been transforming lives of believers in my country, Poland, as well as in so many other lives and countries around the world. The beauty of the wild that has been so present within you has also awaken my long forgotten love. I'm sure it's fun to enjoy the Father's embrace in the most real sense. Thank you!
We're dropping our petals in Penang, Malaysia, with so much love & appreciation for the friendships & impact you both have on our lives these last 20 years🥰
Well done Chris, Frank, Shireen & Frances.. beautiful, touching & fitting celebration! With Shireen, Dass & Rani, Jeff& Diane , Richard & Nia from those first meetings in Penang & KL, the precious memories are as vivid as yesterday's🙌🏼a klaidoscope of James' personal quips or comments around a table or his now famous one liners come flooding back🥰 Our lives were & are never the same!!
We both count it such a privilege to be considered friends & extended family, and with joy continue to live & love in Christ, and the overflow of Father's love here in Asia.
May Spirit's comfort & strength be with you all, on the rest of your journey til we all meet again..would love to be in Taupo or Orama someday 😍
Les & Sandi

Maree Sobolewski
Till I see you again.
Thank you, James. Until we meet again!
Denise, I can’t even imagine how difficult it must be for you to not have him around anymore. I pray you and your family will find strength and solace in His everlasting arms.
with James and his team. I thought I was 'born again' 20 years previously; but this was a true awakening and the beginning of an amazing journey into the revelation of the Father heart of God. When James asked Father to let His arms be Father's arms and God filled my entire being with His love and acceptance I found so much of what I had been longing and searching for, even though I didn't know it.
Thank you Father for using your willing son James to bring your children into this place of love and acceptance. There are so many of us who have received the revelation of God as our Father through James and Denise Jordan. Amen
Thank you Father, your love fills us to overflowing.
I met a generous person. Nothing could have told me more about God. He was the most Christlike person I have ever met.
Words cannot express my gratitude!
In 2006 I came to my first A-school and fell completely by the simplicity and humbleness in James. His teaching was like like an arrow filled with love right into my heart. His eyes looked like my earthly fathers eyes, and it made it so easy to receive.
During the week I experienced a deep healing in my heart and a great change in my life.
In 2007 after a B-school I was invited to join the fatherheart family and it was the best thing that happened in my life after a long and very difficult periode.
I got A-schools and B-schools and received so much love and healing through all these years together with James and Denise and others.
I am so thankful for the teaching, love and encouragement I have received. I «adopted» James and Denise as my spiritual parents, (they did not know) But your life impacted me more than I can express.
Thank you for everything you are and all you have been giving through all these years I have known you.
A blessing to receive the revelation you are sharing so faithfully.
You have given my life a depth that I could never find alone.
I am so thankful for the life I have now in Christ, with our Father. All because of you and Denise.
The richness in the Spirit I have been drinking from you, gave me a life to live in close relationship with our Father and Jesus to find my own revelations and insight in the Word and an overwhelming feeling of being loved.
You demanded nothing but you gave everything. Thank you!
Praying and love you more than you can understand, dear big brother and dearest Denise.
Karin
February 2009 I had my homecoming to Father at my first Fatherheart conference that radically transformed my life.
Next year in 2010 I met James for the first time for a week in Gjøvik, Norway. That week was so deep and life changing as well. I was "shocked" by the intence strong presence of Father there, and the way James was teaching. never heard anyone teach like that with such strong anointing and love. It touch me to the core of my being.
From 2009 and till now I have been so blessed being at so many Fatherheart schools, events and gatherings with James and others in this beautiful ministry, the Fatherheart family all over the world.
It's been so wonderful to sit in the front of the events and drinking the life substance of living water in James (and others). I am so thankful that I from the start knew that this was so valuable, and dropped everything I had in my hands to attend to the events possible when James came to Europe.
Its been an honour and such huge privelage to know James. Last time I was at Gjøvik with him in 2022, and he announced that he wouldn't come back to Europe anymore, he saw that I struggled with that, but I knew one day that that time would come. When saying goodbye, I cried and thanked him for "everything" and said "I had no words", and he said that it was the best I could say, and he came to give me another hug before I had to leave. I could't stop crying for 24 hours, the tears just kept coming, it was like I felt what was coming.
How James continued to pour his heart out and so generously giving to us all about the revelations he got, even in his sickness, sharing and sharing, wow, he was just so full of Fathers love.
James, thank you from the bottom of my heart! Now you are home, now you are free.
I still need to work with the grief and will miss you so much.
I pray that all that I have received of Fathers Love and revelation will overflow to others around me, and that many many more will come home into to Fathers arms.
All my love to Denise and family.
James, we'll meet again,
With deep gratitude, Mathilde
Finally Father heard my prayer and James & Denice came to do a school in the ministry where I was in North Carolina.
I was profoundly changed when James embraced me, I looked into Fathers eyes.
My life changed in many ways, I came home.
I’m forever thankful for the time’s we’ve shared together and James inputs of wisdom and revelation.
Words cannot express adequately my heart.
James I celebrate your life.
Denise, may Fathers comfort surround you and the family. Much love xx
James looked like someone who found his life and enjoyed it. All heavenly comfort for you Denise and your family.
Sirkku
James,
I will miss the words of life and love that flowed from the heart of the Father to your heart and out to me, James ❤️. Your steady kindness and gentleness showed Gracie and I the way of LOVE ❤️ amidst many storms. We will miss you deeply as we cherish your words of life that will keep echoing on our hearts 💞 forever. Until we meet again in Eternity so we can fly together! Much Love ❤️
~ Genevieve and Gracie ~
I thank our Heavenly Father for the extraordinary vessels that he and Denise have been for him and still are. Amen. Toute gloire a Dieu. Amen.
Until we meet James again Heavenly Father, we thank you for your love, comfort, strength, peace, favour, protection and hand upon Denise, the whole family and the great family of Fatherheart Ministries.
Thank you Father. Amen.
In my journey of stepping in and growing in sonship I have different touches with James. First as a little girl in 2012 Penang and INS, then a daughter being advised on a wrong engagement in 2013. James has such a wisdom and authenticity of being real to himself and others. I enjoyed his Dad's jokes and freedom to say no when I suggested something he didn't like😀
He greatly encouraged me in November 2024 and took 1.5 hour to hear my questions of my growing journey and pursue of preaching. He said "Go girl!" with great joy to cheer me on. When I did my first preaching in HK July2025 I sent message to him and he encouraged me with four things to remember on my preaching journey...I treasured those times and his words very much and thankful that my last words said to him was " I will see you again, right?" at Orama and got to send him message at Christmas on telling him "I LOVE YOU James!"
Thank you James for everything especially that you have fought the greatest battles to show your love to Denise and what Father has put in your heart...and I will carry on your baton to grow in sonship and let the fire burning brighter in our hands, in whatever way Father leads me.



Before that, I would apply more pressure to my walk with God—do more, try harder, press in - yet this was the complete opposite. It was about letting go of striving, recognising that so much of that effort came from an orphan spirit of performance, trying to be seen by God when He was already there.
I’ve experienced that same sense of coming home through Father Heart Ministries schools and events since then. It has changed my approach to ministry and, in many ways, simplified everything—just come home, rest in the Father’s love, and live out of that love identity as sons.
James, thank you for your faithfulness. Thank you for all you’ve invested in our lives. See you one day in heaven—I’m sure we’ll find you out in the wilderness, still having that great adventure with God.
Appreciate you, mate.
I will always be so grateful to James (and you Denise) for starting me on such a different Christian path of a Father's Loving.
He will be so missed. I could listen to him for hours ... all his stories without a single note..how did he do that and with such sincerity and sense of humour.?! Amazing.
Our love and prayers are with you Denise and your precious family. Jo Jenks
I had the privilege of attending the first "A" School in Palmerston North, New Zealand many, many years ago.
Thank you for the impact you have had in my Christian journey.
Rest in Peace
Dave Jenks

In the meantime I have encountered Father's love many times and keep receiving it...
My husband and I once received a prophecy seeing us sitting a the feet of a man and listening to him like the people used to do when they were sitting at the feet of Jesus. That is exactly how I have felt when I listened to James sharing. He was not a person to be admired or adored like many "big" preachers. His authenticity, his humbleness and love for the Lord drew me to his words and took me right away to Father.
I miss him a lot and my heart is sad that he is not among the living here on earth anymore - very happy for him though!
I keep praying for you, Denise! May God comfort your heart and the hearts of your loved ones, including friends who were close to him!
Much love to you Denise and all of your family.
1 Corinthians 2:9-10
But as it is written:
“Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,
Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”
But God has revealed them to us through His Spirit. For the Spirit searches all things, yes, the deep things of God.

I am forever grateful for the gift James has been - and shall always be - to me and the whole world!
Several times when we had chatted, you reminded me to always go “Higher up and Further in.”
These days, I’ve come to realise that I’m not even sure what death truly is. Once again, I sit in the warmth of the sun, wondering if you simply carried on, flying higher up and further in, into the mist of Love, just a little out of sight for now.
I’ll keep flying. I may not always find thermals, but my heart remains curious. Now that you are out of sight, my gaze lifts even higher, and an echo in my chest resonates:
"Come Higher up and Further in."
See you one day soon, big brother.
Jane
The Father’s love, which completely shifted the direction of my life, shattered the misguided walls I had built up toward God within me. Because of that, I am still living a truly happy life today. Thank you so much for teaching me that precious Father's love.
I will never forget you until the day we meet again. Even though we faced the limitations of language, I could feel that our hearts were deeply connected. I am so grateful that the time for us to reunite is not far away. Thank you for truly loving the souls of Korea.
My dear friend, until we meet again.
With love, Joonil (from Busan, S. Korea)
We have so much to be grateful for.
It was my delight to go to my first Fatherheart Ministries A-School in Taupo in 2021. It was a special pleasure for me to see you and James for the evening meal on the Monday of the days that I was at the A-School. I did not personally meet James or have the opportunity to speak with him, because the table that James was seated at was full, but I noticed that there was one seat free at the table that you were seated at with several ladies who were clearly enjoying your company. I approached your table and asked something like: "Would it be possible for an aged man to join you at the table?" You and other ladies at the table responded with kindness and grace and I enjoyed the time at your table until the evening meeting was to start. James spoke at the evening meeting in which I was blessed to hear his spiritual wisdom and experience his gentleness and kindness.
I was blessed to read James' books on "Sonship" and "The Ancient Road Rediscovered", which are classics that I read twice but will re-read often in the future.
Your own book, "The Forgotten Feminine", has had a powerful impact on me, especially in your revelation on the meaning of El Shaddai (God, the Many Breasted One) on page 95 of your book! I am convinced that "God Almighty" that is given in Genesis 17:1 in many of our English Bibles does not indicate the nurturing (feminine) aspects of our Heavenly Father's nature.
On behalf of my wife, Marilyn, and me, I want to express our sincere condolences for the loss of your soul-mate and best earthly friend. (Marilyn really enjoyed your book too!)
We will be watching the live-streaming of James' funeral on Thursday morning. We pray that you will continue to know your heavenly Father's comfort and enabling grace for now and the years ahead until you meet your Saviour face-to-Face.
George Battese
I’m still very broken but continue to spend time reading books and watching YouTube messages from Fatherheart ministries
THANK YOU ♥️
And MAY GOD COMFORT and KEEP you in this time of both loss and thanksgiving that James in in his eternal home
You were such a precious human being to us as a couple and to me personally when I'd had such a difficult time in my own life you demonstrated Fathers enormous beautiful love to me when you came and moved the chairs and ran to me to hold me you heard father speaking that I didn't have the courage to come forward so you came to me. I will forever be grateful to you for showing me His love and for believing in us. You saw deeper and I knew You knew His heart so well. We'll miss you so much. My kids grew up with your voice on meditations in our house.
We'll always remember you - thank you for everything. Now you know all you've ever wanted to know and understand Love Clare
When I was working in memory care units some years ago, during Bible study I'd invite the residents to place their hands palms up in their laps and pray with me a prayer that James taught: "Thank you, Father, for loving me right now." In that circle of dementia patients, His Presence would come. The residents would quietly bask in it, absorbing His love and comfort.
Father, thank You for loving on James and for loving on Denise and for loving on us all right now.
Many blessings
Celia
I will never forget the first time we met. We had been invited to a Fatherheart conference in the North of Germany around 2003 and didn’t even know what he looked like, but the moment he walked into the room, we just knew—Abba’s love was shining so clearly from him.
Hearing him speak was like the lid of a pressure cooker being taken off, as I was finally able to verbalize so many things that were cooking in my spirit and suddenly found the language for. For about three days afterwards I walked around in absolute bliss, as both my wife and I received an impartation of Abba’s love that turned our lives upside down.
What always amazed me is how he remembered us and made us feel seen, even though we sometimes didn’t see each other for years in between, and that meant so much to us. It was such a privilege to spend the few personal time with him, to share in those moments that are now such precious memories.
We still have a copy of his first e-mail to us, when we first invited him to come to Germany and translating some of his writings into German was an honor I will always cherish. Sadly, we never made it to New Zealand, but somehow managed to stay connected.
Even our home was deeply touched by his revelations and voice. I still think of the many times our kids fell asleep listening to him and Denise pray, soaking in Abba’s presence through our favorite soaking CD. So many car rides were filled with his messages, shaping and anchoring us in ways we are still discovering today.
I always loved his stories, his sense of adventure, and the depth of wisdom he carried so effortlessly. Being prayed for by him was a gift, and I feel deeply honored to have called him my friend. A life so beautifully lived, one that truly turned lives upside down with the revelation of Abba’s love. He will be greatly missed, though I hold on to the hope and joy that we will meet again.
Praying for Abba’s love and comfort to surround Denise and the whole family in this time.
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